In your absence

We were not quite on the same boats. But still we had so meticulously created space in between where we could become one and get dissolved in one another. And that moment! was the best of all ecstasies life could gift me ever! Now i want to ink sth on them but what? i was never told.

Peeping from the window alone, I see the same stars but they don't look any brighter. I feel the same wind kissing me but withered on the vine is its aura and it no longer soothes me. I can no longer feel like weightlessly swinging in the air. A loner heart here no more feels like flowing in river wryingly glaring at those departed peebles on the unknown bay, which neither belongs to the land nor does to the water itself. How far that peeble, once appeared to me at a stone throw from the broiling water really was?

Ever since i met you you have always been a bastion in my highs and lows of life. Definitely the one to weather that unforgettable storm was me and myself. Nobody on the earth could be 'me' afterall. But in your eyes my aches disappeard and there i could touch my dreams equally unfazed as ever. At the risk of sounding corny, I would say you were the only one who cocooned me from the adverse aftermath. You inspired me, lent ear to this battered and bruised 'infante' and pushed me to take further steps. That, as you told, wasnt the end of life. I am here now.

I am starving for words to let you know how arid my days are here without you. Let the distance separate us, let the time build its own wall but can never flag is the love between. You have written so much on my memory that no effort can erase it and you have inscribed so clear that no finest rewriting can distort the lines. Distance, they say, makes the heart grow fonder!